So things have been getting better here! I think I am finally coping with the word Divorce. I filed yesterday and it was kinda hard but it will only get better. At least that is what everyone keeps telling me. I still don't feel like we have made the right decision, but only time will tell. Danny has a lot of growing up to do and I think he is fixing to learn it quickly. Life is not a bowl of cherries! I have realized that him and I get along a lot better now that we are apart. I enjoy the fact that when he is in a bad mood, he goes somewhere else and I don't have to put up with it. So we have 60 days til the divorce is final. I think I will have a much happier life for now. I get to go to bed when I like, cook what I want, and watch what I want. Kinda nice. I really do like being friends with Danny and I think he is an amazing person. I couldn't live with myself if I didn't keep him as a friend. I am sure time will change that but I hope not. I do forgive him for this whole thing and I have vowed to myself to always be friends with him for Keleigh and Ashton's sake. The most important thing here is to keep the girls comfortable with the situation.
Now to talk about my situation with a friend. I tell him I am getting a divorce and then all of the sudden he thinks we are gonna re-kindle our past. Not gonna happen. Too many things have changed and he could never give me the life I want. I want so much more out of life then he could ever want. What to do with boys? I really just need to take the time and figure my life out. Now is not the time for a new realtionship.
Mother's day is upon us and all I keep thinking is "WOW" Happy freakin mothers day to me!" I filed for Divorce and I am alone. I mean my girls will be with me and I know they love me, but I am sure they will fight all day long. Whine all day and argue all day. They don't know what Mommy day is. I think they have forgotten how to be nice to one another. They fight over the stupidest crap. Like a box, who sits where in the bath tub, she touched my hair, and everything is a race. Gotta love that sisterly love! Happy mothers day to all you wonderful MoM's!
Gotta run!
